I'm playing Mozart tonight and thinking about change.
I am about to make some really big changes in my life.
I am moving and starting a new life in a new magical land.
Change has never been something that's scared me
But its always sad when the reason you're moving is not because you hate what you're leaving behind.
There's nothing about my life right now that I hate.
I'm just sorry that I can't have everything all at once.
I know that's greedy. But I still want that.
And, quite franky, my 'everything' is what most normal people take for granted every day.
A home to call my own. Waking up and falling asleep with my husband every single day. Having a job I enjoy. Having the freedom to do the things that make me happy. Seeing the people I love whenever I want.
Soon I will have all those things - except the last.
My loved ones are all over the world.
And very rarely do they ever exist in the same space together.
I hope it happens one day.
That will bring me happy tears.
